WELL BABY BOY I HAVE TO SAY YOU SURE PLANTED YOURSELF IN MY MEMORY IN MY HEART CAUSE MY HEART MY BEING MY SOUL IS NOT WHOLE WITH YOU GONE,
IT'S SO HARD, I SIT AND I THINK WHAT IF, WHY, IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME INSTEAD OF YOU, YOU HAD SO MUCH LOVE IN YOUR HEART SO MUCH TO DO, WE HAD SO MUCH TO DO.
IT'S SO HARD TO CARRY ON WITHOUT YOU
BUT IM DOIN MY BEST, SPARK IS DOING WELL HE HAS BECOME SUCH A BIG BOY AND A WONDERFULL PART OF OUR DAILY LIVES EVEN IF HE WONT LET ME SLEEP IN THE MORNING HE THINKS I HAVE TO BE OUT BACK WITH GRAN IN THE MORNING SO HE CAN DO HIS JOBS.
TILL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN MY SON LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART
DAD