well son it's been two years since God called you home and i miss you as much today as the day you left us, it's been a hard road for me without you and i have to believe that somehow some way God has a job for me here on this earth, ive been lost without you boy and i'm so lonely without you.

Please ask God to help me with the diabetes, and to loose weight.

I love you with all my heart my son and miss you to the core of my heart

daddy

id like to thank all of you that have been so kind and loving toward my son joshua, it is heartfelt and deeply appreciated may god bless you all

j brown

Hope Everyone Has A Safe &Happy Halloween!!! From Joshua & His Family!!!

Hey Josh, remember the time I tried to snake Terrance and I ended up tumbling over like 10 feet across the concrete? good times man, West Los CPG's for lyfe man, see you at Thugs' Mansion

Tuesday, October 30, 2007  R.I.P. JOSHUA J. BROWN Current mood:  gloomy Category: News and Politics   Oct 30, 2007 4:14 pm US/Pacific 1 Dead, 1 Critical In Sepulveda Pass Crash (CBS) LOS ANGELES One man died and another motorist was critically injured Tuesday afternoon in a two-car collision near the top of the Sepulveda Pass. The accident at 2549 Sepulveda Blvd. was reported at 1:37 p.m., said d'Lisa Davies of the city fire department. The man who died of his injuries had to be extricated from the wreckage, Davies said. His name was not immediately released.{JOSHUA J. BROWN} The other driver, a 27-year-old man, was hospitalized in critical but stable condition, Davies said. (© 2007 CBS Broadcasting Inc.  ) --> -->--> -->--> --> 11:07 PM 0 Comments 1 Kudos  Translate Powered by English Albanian Arabic Bulgarian Catalan Chinese Croatian Czech Danish Dutch Estonian Filipino Finnish French Galician German Greek Hebrew Hindi Hungarian Indonesian Italian Japanese Korean Latvian Lithuanian Maltese Norwegian Polish Portuguese Romanian Russian Serbian Slovak Slovenian Spanish Swedish Thai Turkish Ukrainian Vietnamese Print Previous Post: OF THE MARKET LADY'S ! | Back to Blog List | Next Post: IF U CAN TAKE A MOMENT PLEASE READ Write your comment here...

i miss you soooooo, much little brother!!! i talked to jaclyn last sunday night, she MISSES YOU sooooo, much too... and today i spoke to your freind~jessica aubel~ she is very nice.....

she is doing well....she was at work, but said she would visit this site... and she did! she said you were sooooo, much fun and that she misses you alot... jason is just working and going to school.... he's lost among the living without u little brother!!!! i of course miss you more and more with every passing day!!!! until we meet again~ i love you with everything i am.........

luv mimi

 

 She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of
> the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is
> he going to be all right? When can I see
> him?' 
> 
> The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could,
> but your boy didn't make it.'
>  
> Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer?
> Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my
> son needed you?'
> 
> The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with
> your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes,
> before he's transported to the
> university.'
>
> Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good
> bye to son.. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick
> red curly hair... 'Would you like a lock of his
> hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut
> a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and
> handed it to Sally..
> 
> The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his
> body to the University for Study. He said it might help
> somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said,
> 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will
> help some other little boy spend one more day with his
> Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold.
> Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help
> others if he could..' 
> 
> Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the
> last time, after spending most of the last six months there.
> She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat
> beside her in the car.
> 
> The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter
> the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the
> plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.
>
> She started placing the model cars and other personal
> things back in his room exactly where he had always kept
> them. She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow,
> cried herself to sleep.
>  
> It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her
> on the bed was a folded letter. The letter
> said:
>  
> 'Dear
> Mom,
> I know you're going to miss me; but don't think
> that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just
> 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I
> will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday
> we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to
> adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's
> okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play
> with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably
> wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll
> have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.
> 
> Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat
> place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and
> showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see
> everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them
> fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of
> his pictures.. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him..
> Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got
> to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was
> somebody important.. That's when I told Him that I
> wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and
> everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed.
> Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His
> own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is
> the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off
> to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the
> questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed
> him?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as
> when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as
> He always is with all His children.
>
> Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've
> written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank
> piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His
> pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the
> Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus
> for supper. I'm sure the food will be
> great.
>
> Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore
> the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't
> stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me
> hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Ang el of
> Mercy to come get me. The Ang el said I was a Special
> Delivery! How about that?
>
> Signed with Love from God, Jesus &
> Me.

I have really bad week.... missing sooooo much this week! Ronny Got Married!!! Wow, it just hit me soooooo, hard when i heard that cause i realized i'll never get to see u get married, or have children..... you have een sooooooooo, robbed!!!!!! It hurts me soooooo, much when i think of everything you won't ever get to exsperiance.... it takes another little piece of my soul, every time i wake and realize you really are gone forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss u, with everything i am.....

 

I thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
I think of you in silence I often speak your name
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart.

franny

intil we meet agan little homie mush love we will never forget you I love you and miss you  more then anyone knows your big homie DPOG 4 life.....

 thought of you with love today but that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and days before that too,
I think of you in silence I often speak your name
All I have are memories and your picture in a frame
Your memory is my keepsake with which I’ll never part
God has you in His keeping I have you in my heart.

love you always,

franny

just sitting here thinking about you!!! God, it seems so unreal (that u r gone) still!

this picture is from my 7th grade year at Golden Valley Middle School!!  i look young in this pic.  when i think about those days, it reminds my how small you were....

i think you were almost two years old when i was in 7th grade! that seems sooooo, long ago......   i wish you were here, i miss you with every breath i take!!! hope you are taking care of your angel freinds, and them u....

i will forever miss you bro... i'll live the rest of my life, and see you when i am called home.... then we can be together again!!!!!

your truly heartbroken sister,

Frances Fisher

(franny)

 

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WELL I WENT FISHING ON FATHERS DAY DIDNT CATCH A THING IS THAT YOU PLAYIN A JOKE ON ME LOL, I SAT THERE THINKING OF YOU WHEN YOU CAUGHT FISH AND HAD A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE LIKE YOU DID WHEN YOU CAUGHT THEM, THEN THE TEARS BUT STILL WITH A SMILE, I MISS YOU AND YOU KNOW IT, COME VISIT SPARKO, AND YOUR SIS AND MOM AND BROTHER, ALL OF US.

ME-ME SENT ME A E CARD AND OTHER STUFF FOR FATHERS DAY AND SO DID TRAV I GOTTA TELL YOU I LOVE HER SO MUCH I ALWAYS DID BUT SHE IS GOING THRU A LOT AND WE STAY IN TOUCH ALWAYS, MAYBE GOD PLANNED FOR US TO BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER, IT IS A COMFORT TO HERE FROM HER BUT IT ALSO BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES TO SEE HER SUFFER SO MUCH, BUT TOGETHER WITH THE ONES WE LOVE WE SHALL GET THROUGH THIS EVEN IF IT IS DAY BY DAY.

 

I LOVE YOU MY CHILD , I LOVE YOU MY YOUNG MAN.

MISS MY TAPE DADDY, MISS THE JOKES YOU PLAYED ON ME, MISS THE NOISE, IT'S TO QUIET AROUND HERE ALTHOUGH SPARKO IS TRYING TO FILL IN THE GAP ON THAT.

LOVE DADDY